- Time:[ 12:21 p.m.]
- Date:[ Saturday, February 9, 2002]

I'm so sorry for not bloging such a long time, well after studies, life just tone down, so nothing actually happens everyday, so there will be a change in this blog, i am gonna dedicate it to my current RPG game Ragnarok. So from today onwards, i will be blogging about my ragnarok adventures. [=o)!!

- Time:[ 12:09 p.m.]
- Date:[ Thursday, January 24, 2002]

Life is so sad, i really dunno whats up with me, getting really depress this few days. Mebbe because i really have no idea to do with my life now. All my life i just wanted to finish my degree, and now i did..i just have no idea what should i persue now. I thought i wanted to just be an average guy, go werk and get old. But its not what i wanted, i went for a job interview and got the job, but its just not what i wanted. So i quit the next day.
Its like i go there, see all th eppl doing what they do, and i got bored by the 2nd minute. I need something more challenging...i think. I really have no idea what i want anymore. Its so empty, so......black. Everyday i wake up aimlessly, doing nothing... makes me feel like i am totally a bum. Man.... i dunno, but i really feel suicidal, but death is not an option for me either.

- Time:[ 08:23 p.m.]
- Date:[ Sunday, January 20, 2002]

Sorry, for the long updates, i finally got a job, well i wouldn't want to talk about it. Been playing lotsa games and i am a totaly Ragnarok junkie, confirmed. Yesterday went to Dings farewell party thingy, not so great, small crowds, so decided to go out for CS with JOn and Yong, later Ian came along.

I just don't get it, when a person likes some one, can he like not tell? WHy does it hurt so much to keep it to himself? WTF? This is all bull shit! Mebbe some work gonna get me off my mind..yeah totally hoped so.

- Time:[ 01:39 a.m.]
- Date:[ Thursday, January 17, 2002]

Damn, been days i actually write about my self, i feel so bad, cu i spend so much time on games, its bout 10 hrs a day, what the fuck is wrong with me, i am turing into a game addict. I would just play anything, but RO took most of the time. I am so ded with the phone bill.

Damn my host is dead, and this means that i can no longer post images, so its down to pure text kinda thing. Sigh, that what u get when ya broke, unemployed, and bored.

Things hasn't been good 4 me, i am so easily frustrared, mebbe cuz of the frustration of waiting for my results, then there is also the feeling of being broke. Then there is the "relationship" stuff. FUCK LIFE, and FUCK EVERYONE THAT HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME!

If any of u know any free host, erm can u e-mail it to me?

- Time:[ 10:15 p.m.]
- Date:[ Sunday, January 13, 2002]

Man all i have to say today is i am bored to the bone. Played more ragnarok today, erm been good, gaining levels. [=o)

- Time:[ 12:35 a.m.]
- Date:[ Friday, January 11, 2002]

Hrmm.. been have funny feelings lately, must have been thinks of stuffs again. Hrmm.. i'm really confused now, totally, its kinda weird when you were eating nasi lemak in the morning.. then suddenly, POOF!.. She gets on your mind...then u shake it off... then later in the noon, when you wanna play some games..then..BISH!..she is there again...man i think i am having too much free time, Alex, think ... no i mean.. do something... don't think.. not a time to get involved.....Bad alex, now roll over and sleep..{=op.
SIgh, miss ROing alot, damn server went down, so i'm so stuck with doing nothing..so bz until canot do other stuff. Heh.. need to design new layout.. and i hasn't archieve my logs..eep...need to do that soon

- Time:[ 10:59 p.m.]
- Date:[ Wednesday, January 9, 2002]

Ahahaha, i guess this must be the 9th million time i said i am rotting. Man... couldn't get any worst la... Been so lame lately, Bleh, well typed out my resume today, hope i will have enought will power to send it tomolo.

- Time:[ 12:52 a.m.]
- Date:[ Monday, January 7, 2002]

Well, after reading Revebtekv's blog and Poh Lin's, i guess i need to give my self a lil formalized intro. Well, i never did all this formalized intro b4, but well i guess it's time to get to know me.

So ppl that know me in real life, after reading this you may have to reconsider your firendship.

Well, when i was like young, i am a push over, where i try to tag along with ppl that hated me, which i don't know why. They make used of me so often, when they need me, they treated me damn nice, and when they are done with me, they just ignore me. Since then i promise my self i will never be one of those jerks, then i met the wrong ppl.
Light my first ciggy when i was like 11,12. Heh, broke into a school onec too. {=op. Got caught, sent to the headmaster, and the rest is history. Well, i know smoking is kinda normal now, but in 1990, not many 12 year olds know how to light a cigarette.

In secondary, the devil in me awaken, and took over. Like any other asians, secondary school is where you get into gangs, truancy, fights, and lots more. Was involved in gangs, been to gang fights, ended up numerous times in the disciplinary room, been to a lock-up once, got caught by police numerous times for truancy. Pierced my first ear lob, then a year later the top of my left ear, and graduated with 4 ear piercings, but now left 3. Well i am really considered lucky because for all the things i do, i only been to a lock up once, where my of my "brothers" been there for like 5-10 times already. The best thing is that my parents never knew any of this shit happened, until i was like 16. Damn cool huh? And most of the bad thgs i did, they still don't know. So if they happen to read this, i am dead shit.

Well for a shit like me, i was lucky to graduate with a second class SPM. The disciplin teacher always said i have brains, but for the wrong purpose. Now i understands

So after school, college years, FREEDOM, its like pouring chivas on flaming lamborgini, i got even worst. No body could hold me down, I started recruting my own "brothers" terrorizing my own neighborhood. Beat up another gang member, ended up being surrounded by 40 odd school kids. Ahaha, they can't beat a guy up for shit, I SURVIED IDIOTS, not that i am proud, but i know i was dumb. Fought with an 6ft indian fella that attacked me with a helmet, Suffered 3 blows, but still standing. Thats where i got the spot light. So from there, college is going down the drain. Changed college twice, wasted 3 years of my life doing nothing. But one day, i saw a friend of mine, he was on eof my "brothers" in high school. He is a sales man, selling handphone barely making a living. I asked him, hows life after school, and he told me the shit he been tru, and i was scared. So i really did some thinking, and i don't want to be a loser, i used to gain respect trough violence, but i realise that it will not last, so i rearraged my life, went to inti college, stayed low as possible, and as i grow older, i get more matured, and give up those silly stuff i used to do.

Well all those you have read may sounded like a typical bull shit, like in the movies, like "Young and Dangerous". Well, its up to you guys to believe it or not, but i know how my life was, and i know what i have been trough, at least one who read this know its true, isn't it Malcolm? {=o).

Many says that thier life sucks, well nobody's life sucks, its just the matter of how u percieve it, rather than saying it, why not do something about it? U know its bad, then change......whats so hard about it?

- Time:[ 11:17 p.m.]
- Date:[ Friday, January 4, 2002]

Well, again nothing much happened today, well unless you want me to tell you how i brush my teeth n stuff. I'm sure you don't.
Well good progress with my ragnarok, now i'm a magician at lvl 14, but spending heaps of money on it.
Sigh, i am in a total confuse state now, hrmm i'm so confused that i really have no idea what i am so confused about.sigh....just so damn bad in relationship stuff..

- Time:[ 11:18 p.m.]
- Date:[ Thursday, January 3, 2002]

Nothing happend so far, been playing ragnarok online oni, {=op, so din do much = nothing to blog. But i am looking for job, so any of you have any job, just please please inform me....ICQ or mail or what ever la...pleaseeeeeeeeee....i need a 3d card bad....

- Time:[ 06:27 a.m.]
- Date:[ Tuesday, January 1, 2002]

I am a dead man, dead, feel like i have been run over by a train, and while i am taking my last gasp of air, a jumbo jet crashed on me, and right after the jumbo jet crashed on me, a kid kicked my carcass around just for theheck of it. The day seems short, but what i been through, make hell loses its feats.
Like any other day, the day started with boredom in the air. You can actually taste it if you were low enough, and i am sure i tasted it, cuz i was watching Dragon Ball GT, not that is is a bad anime, but the front part is really kiddy, sheez....dragon ball sucks now. I still like Z better. When i am down to my 3 VCD, meow called me. It seems like Sharon is in town, and the couple of the century asked me out. {=o) cool shit, but one problem, if i have cash, i wouldn't be watching kiddy shows!!! Aha, but both of them is nice enough to take care of the entertainment and food. Well, its pretty hard for a 24 year old guy that is watching kiddy show to say no to that. Trust me, you can try, but it all will prove to be futile.
So we started to feast in Amcorp. Whacked 2 regular pizza, 4 soups, and some cheese sticks. Well for 3 person, 2 regular is pretty ok, but it is not ok when I shoved down 5 slices of the pizza, a soup, and a cheese stick! Yes i am a HOG, affirmative, H-O-G = me! Oh yeah you think that is bad, i did pizza at about 2, and i had a gigantic bowl of fried mee hun at around 12. And i mean HUGE! cuz i thought well since i am gonna rot at home, might as well i stuff my self with food and then sleep.{=oP, yea i know i am a pig, stop reminding me.
We talked about everything, and shron insistedmeow take a harcut before new year, so we started to stroll around amcorp for a hair dresser. Heh, but amcorp is so lame, the hair dresser sucks, they are meant for women, so we header to an Indian barber. Don't ask me why, but Indian barber it is. As usual, the barber did teh typical daily haircut style. So sharon was quite annoyed with it. Well, but the hair cut is kinda cool. {=o). After the haircut, we headed to meow place, sharon wanted to pick up some stuff there. We chilled there for a mo, cuz it was raining. Sharon is so in love with the dog. Well nothing wrong with that, but i doubt its a dog. It is so afraid of everything! It is a large MOUSE!. Ok a large mouse that looks like a dog and bark like a dog. {=oP
As for me, as usual, i seat myself infront of meows com, and start to "operate" it. As i was about to get warmed up, the rain stopped and we headed for mid valley. WE did some pool there. Man, its kinda hard to play pool, when ya with snooker. I mean its easy to pot n stuff, but the placing of the ball and the angle is all shithole. Another words, STINKS! Well, din't play too well, but manage to keep the winning run among the newbies. Hehe, got a reeputation to keep you know, i play snooke so often, so must have some standard la.
Then we headed home at about 8 cuz they have a dinner and i have "other" plans. Head home, took a shower, still stuffed with the pizza, really stuffed crust now, eat a lil dinner, then ROUND 2. Went to KLCC to check out the fireworks. It was awesome! awwwww the fireworks makes me feel like i so close to the stars! The bangs were really loud, now i know how war sounds like. The fireworks took about 10 minutes. But before the 10 minutes, travelling there is like hell. The train is so crowded. I don't even know why i take a bath before that. Oh yeah, for the chicks...{=op. CHicks were FINE, baby. WHoa, so many clubber mauts was there. Skimpy clothes, tiny skirts, and some with really weird shoes. Anyway, babes are fine. So after the fire works, head down to low yat plaza to catch a drink or two. Ok ok, so i did more than 2, its new year for god's sake. And drinks were ok, but the pub has strippers!!!!!!!WoHOoOOOO i love New years!!!!! Well the chicks din't really OK with that, cuz some of thier boyfriedns are eyeing the chicks, but as for me, single, available, no turning BACK! Well the strippers were wearing bra's and underwears lah, no real flesh involved. {=op. But still! many uncle go there and kacau the strippers, as for the younger ones, we just enjoy the excitement. Did a few round there, talked some craps, make some racist jokes, checked out some chicks, and the time is already 5 am. Saw this really tight babe, single but not available for me. Sigh, ppl dress in cash, DKNY all involved. I poor loser, so just see lor. Admire from far.
Sigh, though a new year begins, but i still feels like shit. And i am not complaining about the alchohol in my brain. I feels like shit becuz i am still who i was. I got to stop being so childish, i got to grow up, cuz i want to be a successful man, with future. I am so tired of being a loser, i think its time to give up the king of loser post and pass it to other more suitable person. Sigh i'm also kinda sad becuz i din't get to share my feeling with some one i loved. It sucks when you see you friends cuddle close to his/her partner, and there u are sitting alone, cuddling the bottle of chivas. Sigh, .............................Happy New Year Alex, and Happy New Year to all my friends, net friends, and all those that i don't know. Life may sucks, but You don't, so make it happen! Cuz only you can change your life.

- Time:[ 11:03 p.m.]
- Date:[ Saturday, December 29, 2001]

Ahahaha this is damn cool! I got a hate message!!! wohoo... thanks joseph for the hate message, thank you very much, well it sure fell damn great. YEs!!!
Ah, as usual, nothing much to write about today. Just plaed some CS and starcraft in hotnet. NO excitement, well i think my CS has gone better, cuz i getting hig frags regularly already. Starcraft was cool too. Tech Chuan single handlely whoop 3 guys ass as i sit and take my time to build some stupid units..ahahahah. Well at least i survived thier attacks...{=op
Well, alot of things has been on my mind lately, erm well since so many ppl i know is reading this....i just couldn't post it here, but just to inform any one that reads this that sometime when i wonder off to La La land, just forgive me, cuz its hard to concentrate when you have things in your mind. Sometimes when i read my friends log, it makes me happy, because i know they are able to do things they want, and that they are able to express thier feelings so well. When sometimes they are sad, it kinda also make me sad as because not able to help them. So i can only wish them luck in everything they do.
Well, for the past few days i have been doing crazy things, and crazy is just a good way to name it, so i rather not say any of it here. And no werries, all i safe stuffs, just loads of crazy fun. And i AM NOT SMOKING WEED, to some people that keep saying i smoke weed! I am as clean as a chimney.....ok chimney is not a good example, but what did u expect for a guy that has been smoking for 12 years rite?
Well new year is comming, and to take this chance to greet every one a very happy new year, and may all your wishes and resolution come tru!!!!

- Time:[ 01:02 a.m.]
- Date:[ Saturday, December 29, 2001]

Nothing much happend today, just play some cs and play some MUD....nope not the soil from earth, Multi User Dungeon...{=o)

- Time:[ 01:02 a.m.]
- Date:[ Saturday, December 29, 2001]

Nothing much happend today, just play some cs and play some MUD....nope not the soil from earth, Multi User Dungeon...{=o)

- Time:[ 11:30 a.m.]
- Date:[ Thursday, December 27, 2001]

WhoA.....i slept 14 hours yesterday. Don't know whats wrong with me man, feel like my whole body is at an emergency state. SO i doze off at about 8 yesterday on only saw the light this morning at 10. Man..weirdeness. Seriously i'm getting weirder by the day
Yesterday, mark the history of my life, I WATCHED LORD OF THE RINGS. YAY!!!!!!!! It was really good, seriously, i am all crazy about shows like that. AD&D elements, wow, and how cool are the elves. Legolas is an archer, and he is really good in what he do. I will not expose anything here becuz it is a movie you should watch.....Aragorn is also damn cool! He is a ranger, and he whoops RingWraiths and Uruk-Hai like taking candy from a kid.{=o)
Ok till then, ciow

- Time:[ 12:44 a.m.]
- Date:[ Wednesday, December 26, 2001]

Man.. i am dead tired....din't do much but sure used up alot of time. Started the day with some GT series in malcolm's house. Heh, kinda stupid for a dragon ball series, they are fighting natives, a large fish and also a tooth. Ahahaha sad, very!. Kinda watched 3 cd over there then we decided to move to mega mall go catch satu kaki tendang (one leg kicking), sigh, but the cinema que put great wall of china to shame, so we decided to eat something and ciow. Wasted my cab money!!!! But it will be ok if the food were nice. Fuck man i pay 5 bucks for noodles, plain noodles! Well is was suppose to be asam laksa, but there is no fish, 5-6 strand of noodle and some pineapple. DUDE... i can get that for 2 bucks at the pasar malam in front of my house!
So i wasn't full enough, so i grab some puffs at jusco. Buy 3 free one ma, so i osso kiasu there abit lor. Just as expected, the food sucked as well. The funny part was we bought the food and jumped over to McD to eat. {=op. But at least we bought 2 large drinks. The table opposite oni has one small drink! Yeah yeah, we are bunch of cheap skate, but the bottom line is we bought something.
After that we walked to the LRT station in Hukum Abdullah. Malcolm insist we take the hostile way. We passed tru a village, where small kids wear ski caps and stooting plastic bullets at each other, some other kids, bout 3-4 of them hold a soft toy alligator above thier head and walk around the village, while other give you that "do a wrong move and i bust your nut" look. Wow, am i glad we got to the station, phew.. and then i gt this crazy idea of going all the way down to Station Putra in gombak before we go home. Nothing wrong with that rite?, haha, well the thing is we are suppose to stop at Asia Jaya, instead took a joy ride all the way to the last stop and go back to Asia Jaya. Ahahahha dem sad man, but i din't know in wangsa maju has som many chun chicks! Although malay, buy way better than most i seen around here.
Got home bout 8, watched x-files till 9.30 then went to mamak with kok leong, keen seng, malcolm, and mr. Kuan. {=op. More like a class reunion thingy cuz when we reach coffee bean, i met some of my older classmates. But wasn't close to them so i din't talk much to them. Keen Seng never fail to annoy malcolm about sharon. Well i did take part of it too, but still i hold back some la. No matter what, meow still is my homie...{=o)

- Time:[ 10:59 p.m.]
- Date:[ Monday, December 24, 2001]

Dang, its christmas eve, and i'm stuck at home... sigh. sad, no, its horrible! Broke, bored, sigh couldn't get any worse rite? Well its ok, heard that aaron is back in town, but doubt he will call me, and kok leong is back in town too. He says he'll call me tomolo, but i doubt it. SO i guess i'll just rot at home again.
Lifted some kilos today, and did around 100 sit ups. Weight - 68 KG, waist, 33. Did some running too, but din't go very well, hope to improve later.
Not in the mood to blog today, feel kinda down.

- Time:[ 11:20 p.m.]
- Date:[ Sunday, December 23, 2001]

Hey, another day, another shit gone down the drain. Man, is life so meaningless when ppl graduate? God, now i'm begging something to go on. I just can't wait to get to work. Har! today trashed yong in snooker! won over 40 points, wow... din't know i had it in me. I'm on flambe man..Ya'll know yong aint no push over either, he can spell hustler in 45 different languages! Ok i am bullshiting but he can trash ass in snooker. Ya'll know ppl who play lucky are no push overs man.
I went to a chinese, temple today too, man, for a chinese, i oughta be shot, cuz i ain't got bolts on how chinese traditions are. SOme guy mumbles shits, and he sweep we with some paper, then i pay mo. Huh? i can do that shit too man. Don't ask why end up there, cuz it was all my sis idea. I just ended up in there. But the visit is kinda cool, urm cuz those statues were pretty cool, i think it took along time to carve them out. Amen
Christmas is comming, christmas is comming, yea yea, big deal, everyone seem to be so excited, well i am no scrooge, but i ain't santa either. Erm, mebbe that why i am a freethinker? yeah, most prolly. Anyway, i just want to wish those that celebrate Christmas, Merry Christmas!, and those don't meet up at local clubs! We be partay!
So i be off now, adio monchachos

- Time:[ 12:57 p.m.]
- Date:[ Friday, December 21, 2001]

UrHHhh... i feel like shit today, din blog yesterday and i have a good reason for that! UrhHhH~ still fell like shit. Went out yesterday, {=o)), i am so happy, erm for certain reasons.. beside not rotting at home. Wouldn't wanna post it here cuz... urm... i aint tell the world whats going on with my personal life. Hey, i am telling the wold about my personal life here, i mean, i ain't telling the world my very very very personal stuffs..{=oP~~~. So sue me. Erm had lotsa fun yesterday. Went to Mid Valley, din do much but roam around like a bum. WoHooo i love car exabitions!! Not the cars,( not a car freak) but the chicks!.. CHECK OUT THE CHICKS... and thier tiny outfit...mMMmmmmm {:o)~~~, bootylicious! Yeah yeah, i am a pervert.. but which guy isn't. I mean, i just admire girls, not like i have kinky thoughts about them....i think. Anyway, enough of fantasies, had dinner at SS2, way cool, me and Jon was liek speaking in hakka, cuz we wanted to buy some VCDs, but wouln't want the rest to know, and i doubt anyone of them will read them here, ahahah.
Yes, i finally got some work out. Lift some Kilos yesterday, although not as much as i used to, but finally got my flow moving. Did like 150 sit ups, and this morning, geesus, my whole body aches. I can hardly breath, shit, have to cut down on my smoking habits. Age is really kiking in. Man, used to do all these stuffs, and still feel like a horse. But will not give up, cuz is either now to get in shape or drop out of shape later.
Yes lord of the rings is out....i am so excited. Been longing for the show for quite some time. I always enjoyed Dungeons and Dragons, not the cartoon though. But can't watch it yet, damn friends want me to wait for them. Only able to do so after christmas. Still so long more to go....sigh. Now is only 1pm, shit i am bored already, hrmm....mebbe i should go visit the cybercafe? Dang, i really dunno, hrmm mebbe i go check Malcolm out...hehe, hasn't been annoying the guy for quite some time. Well till then, i ciow 1st. Adios monchachos. Be bloggin later at nite gain.

- Time:[ 11:44 p.m.]
- Date:[ Wednesday, December 19, 2001]

Yeap, boredom drives a sane man crazy!so go out and have fun!!! man, Rot at home again today, so i make a new lay out for the blog, nothing much though, oh yeah, i can't believe ppl actually visits my site, i really would like to thank all those that left a mark at my guest book, especially to Poh Lin, my new net pal. Till then, adio.

- Time:[ 12:16 a.m.]
- Date:[ Wednesday, December 19, 2001]

Hey hey hey! the dizzy devil is back in town. I kinda feel bad cuz din blog for several days. I have to confess, i reached home on saturday, but i din't blog cuz was kinda bz with parties, and urm lazy {=op. Yea yea, i know i should kick that habit of over partying.
Whoa, got drunk yesterday, had a friend send me home, got nagging from mom this morning.. yada yada, u know, typical mom type of nag. Nevermind, had my good times, gosh, it has been ages since i got so drunk with friends, and double gosh, it has been so long since ihang out with my school friends. All of them is already working, and i am still a bum. Sigh, began to feel like a loser.
Ahh now bout the camp, it is so ADVENTURUOUS!!!!!. I fucking see a wild boar!no cage, no shit! We camped in a tree house, yes IN a tree house. The ranger said its not safe to camp on open grounds cuz tigers roam around there regularly.
I had pictures, but in analog format so if i could just get a scanner, i will scan it. Took an hour boad ride across the lake(6000++ acres). If you seen crocodile dundee, the swamp is very similiar, except no crocs la. One bad thing about the trip, NO WATER!!!! we have over 6000 acres of lake water but no fresh water.... sigh... so we really minimize our water usage for 3 days over there...we like have 5 bottles of those 1.5 liter mineral water bottles only.
We went fishing over there, and jungle trekking only. Cuz we had not much equipments, trust me... if you are not a regular camper, u will not make it in Tasik Bera. Have you seen an ant that is as big as your thumb? If you're from city, i doubt u have! even the plants is deadly!, there are thorns everywhere!, u stop u get bitten by ants, you rushu get pricked!, i wonder how soldier survives?
Today, stayed home, in case mom nag again, so hang around at home till bout 6. Played football, bout 40 minutes, then RAIN!!!! WTF! 8 months no football, and today decided to play, and it rained like cats and dogs + rats! I guess i'll play tomolo, cuz i seriously gaining weight! NEED Execise! Arhs getting azy again. stop now, type again tomolo la.

- Time:[ 08:40 p.m.]
- Date:[ Wednesday, December 12, 2001]

Just wanna drop a post, to notify if anyone that read this crap, i am off for the week, so dun expect me to be around ok, and if you see me around, HE/SHE IS IMPERSONATING ME!!!!!!KICK ASS!!!
Till Then, Alrighty! and keep ICey KoolZ, Wish Me Luck DurIng The CaMp, ANd HoPEz TiGerZ HatE ChineSE MeAt!

- Time:[ 10:22 p.m.]
- Date:[ Tuesday, December 11, 2001]

Bah, today is an awful day for me! BohooOOo...Had CS showdown with Yu San (SNX8) today. SHe is one crazy urm...woman! She fraged 10 heads above me!!! wohOOo what the fuck? This crazy or what. Totally siow la. I play with her osso siens, dunno how to chase the frags. Sigh, well i did killed her one round! HEheheh, dem bangga! Hope she din read this, cuz she'll prolly skin me alive! AhahAH... We're pretty cool, Ian, Fabian, Yu San n me, we trashed the map like crazy, even the counters have to tae cover! AhAHhaHAh.
Ah... forgot, had a round of snooker with them too, heh heh heh, tho me and ian lost to Yu San and Fabian, but we lost with honour!!! cuz we scored the most, but just that we also fouled the most...eheheh, actually i wasn't very serious with the snooker game. They are all beginners, so do not wanna make them look bad la. hehehe. So considerate of me.
After CS session, i went to met Yong and Jon at a coffee shop. Had a few chats, cheking some chicks, and Office Ladies, yum yum... eheheh.... PERVERTS!!! they are all perverts!!!! {=op, it ain't me.
Aahaha after the spy game movie, Jon seem to be obsessed with it.
message received
Jon> morn mautz(me)
Its me LiMe...
Ops Bera is a go
Ops Bera confirm on the 13th(THURS)..
3d/2n...Meet in college at 0800hrs. We will be departing at 1000hrs from KJ.
Over n Out
I was like what the fuck? Shit, now i sound like i'm an agent, ahahahahah. Well i would be cool if i am one. Heheh bout the movies i wanted to comment yesterday, i am lazy again today, so mebbe i'll tok about it another day. Heheh Till Then now....

- Time:[ 11:46 p.m.]
- Date:[ Monday, December 10, 2001]

What a day, today i finnaly get some fun after rotting at home for 3 DAYS!!! YAY!!!, cheers for me aight. Hey been long time since i do my nigger talk liow. Ok oK here it goes.
Yo werd up ppl, dZ in tha houz, y'all. SO no body be frontin' ol' g ere aight. No cappin' No riff ruff this time. Just g and its aphabets. So i be tellin my life now. My homes an i ere, we went do some cartin' pick up few goodies for the rouge be in on wednesday. Na Na Na, it aint bout bringin down , no git involve, no gangsta shit. We clean, we mo go south to lake bera my home boys and nymphetz.
We be cruzin', and chillin', just home boys y'all, now werk no stress, ya get me, uhuh uhuh, Aight aight, mo stop feedin ya some 411, so i be in details bout da day. Home boys ere, we catch some rollies, SPY GAME the title, Bout 2 CIA, were like honey and bees, one got caught, and other git some plan to bust his home out. Lotsa flashback be i warn ya,so if ya diss flashbacks, be gone now aight.
after the rollie, we crash the mart for some supplies. Was kinda whack cuz Dunhill and Khemah was like dissin each other. Ahaha check this out. Dunhillz is a 6 footer, weight about 120 kg.
Dunhill:Eh get one of these la (pointin' at abalone)

Khemaz:Den real la, migt as well we bring microwave there

Me:Eh so lil can food enuff meh?

Khemaz: Enuff la, one fella can whack bout 3 ma

Me: erm yeah thats one fella, what about our bear?(pointing at dunhill)

(broke down into laughter)
I learned from here that when u shop with girls, its fucking hard, but to shop with guys, its impossible! especially with a bear by your side...ahahah
Erm lazy to write liow, say more about it next time

- Time:[ 11:24 p.m.]
- Date:[ Sunday, December 9, 2001]

You know, life really sucks, when you wanted something, it never happens, and when finally its here, u can never get it. Sigh, life sux to the max.
Woke up quite late today, bout 11. Dunno whats up with me, mebbe cuz life is so bored, you wake up early, you got more hours to spend. Woke up, had my breakfast and to my suprise, my 80++ granny took a cab to our house. Yes way! i say 80++, she can't even walk right, she one crazy woman i say. So we had breakfast together, then mom and granny talked for a while while i lazy around. It is so lame to be un-employed. Bored to the bone.
Later in the noon, everyone went out, left me home alone, so i took a drive, aimlessly. Shit now i know an alternate way to subang through Jalan 222, aahahah dem blahdi COol. SO while i was in Subang, i wanted to get some Games CD, but all the shop was closed so i drove directly home. Sudenlly i remembered that some where in Jalan Tandang had a SALE!, so i drove aimlessly there, ahah alomst got lost but, lucky i found a roadmap, it was shit man, its so fucking hard to find road maps in MALAYSIA!!!!Reached there in one piece. The place is packed and stuffed, I had problems breathing in there, but the shoes was like 50% off!!! FUCK !!!!!! no cash!!!!!! I HATE ME!!!! talk about bad timing, sigh.
So to console my self, i brouht 5 VCDs. Princess Dairy, Legally Blonde, Some Anime(sucks), Monster Inc, and Black Knight. I watched Princess Dairy and the Anime. The anime sucked bad man. Imagine black hole, then relate to ANime..
But princess worth every cents i brought it. Its a cool show, but very much expected how the story goes cuz its a typical Disney Movie.I think i comment it later when i finished all the movie. Hehehe till then . ADIO

- Time:[ 10:06 p.m.]
- Date:[ Saturday, December 8, 2001]

Yeap, another bored saturday, hrmm today's time passed extremely slow, i almost rot in the process. I was so bored, i started designing a new layout. But don't think i'll use it cuz a friend of mine wanted a cool design with the devil on it. Watched dragon ball and samurai x this morning! WhoPeeeeee.. Dragonball is so cool, i never did manage to view the earlist part of dragon ball series, althugh i skipped most of the growing days of Son Goku, but those are really boring, but since Vegeta and his Bald headed friend decided to pay earth a visit, the story really heightens. Today, Son Gohan is fighting thebald headed guy, and Picolo saved Gohan's life. He stood in front of a enegy ball from the bald headed guy to save Gohan, wow... next week! Goku give bladie and Vegeta a piece of his mind!
Samurai X is making me getting insomnia! I can't stop thinking about the next series!!!! 30 mins of Samurai X is never enuff!!!!!!!Sigh. Today Kenshin fought Seta Soujirou and tought him the true meaning of a warrior and being a person.
Later then, i went play CS again, though this time i din stress cuz even i got frag like ducks, i couln't care anymore, just wanna enjoy the game and relax and WASTE time.!Ahahah i took another couple of test today..
I AM 52% PUNK.

The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about?

Take the PUNK/POSER Test at Fuali.com!

I AM 32% GEEK.

I probably work in computers, or a history deptartment at a college. I never really fit in with the "normal" crowd. But I have friends, and this is a good thing.

Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!

If I was an Autobot, I'd be:

Take the Transformers personality test at android5.com!

I am 25% ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET.

I could go either way. Deep into the madness of nights filled with coding CGI-Scripts and online role playing games, or I could become a normal user. Good luck!

Take the INTERNET-ADDICT Test at Fuali.com!
Cool huh?

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Mood:Moderately happy, but dem weather dem hot
Music:Linkin Park - In The End.

- Time:[ 09:15 p.m.]
- Date:[ Friday, December 7, 2001]

Nothing much happend today either, so i did not know why i keep blogs? its kinda weird when nothing happens, and you're so bored you go around reading other ppl's blog. Well came across few that are really impressive, makes mine look like some child's work. Maybe i am really in a wrong field, shoulda took graphic design lon long time ago, hrmm mebbe i should. I took a test today, and it shows that i am :

Take the Affliction Test Today!
What the FUCK? rabies? what the hell do i have to do with rabies, well i love dogs, and ok some time i hallucinate, erm well i think i drool when i sleep, but I DID NOT FOAM!!! But if i'm going down, i' take the world with me, muAhahahAHhaHAHhaHAH. Anyway, whats pass is pass, so now move on to the next topic, my sis brought me a pair of hiking shoes!!!well its ain't much, something from champion, i was like hoping something from timberland, sighs... shoulda hint her more nicely. Yeap, its my BdaY gift, since she wun be seeing me, cuz i am away for camp, so she brought it early. Aha.. she feel bad cuz not celebrating with me, so i took the opportunity to rob 2 of her soft toy. I know i know, i am a meanie, yea yea, get used to it, i can do worst. Aha the soft toy is so cute, one beany named "Bones" and the other "Snoopy". Too bad i aint got any scanner, otherwise i would take a picture of them. Bones id now resting on top of my monitor.
Heh, went play CS again today, i a like side dishes to all of them, WTF, has my standards gone down so badly? i got killed by ppl with only hand guns, and i have a full round of M4-1A. This is crap man.. sigh mebbe is hould just retire.....*HINT* *HINT* Jordan. I was there for almost 3 hrs, so fucking bored at home, just wishing for a sign of life anywhere. If any of u guys read this, and u know a great way to spend time without using any dough, MAIL ME, i beg of u!!!! heh, even small lil twirp kids play bettr than me, sigh getting old for these shit, hrmm mebbe i go get some RPG game home, heh... yeah i think thats what i'll do.
I've been thinking of her again, i am such a loser lar... hrmm mebbe tomolo i should ask her out?, I really dunno, today i wanted to ask her out, but it was me all alone, kinda shy ler... Hrmm anyway there isn't any good shows around, everone seems to like carzy about harry potter, BAH, its for kids man. But monster inc looks cool. Talking bout shows, tomorrow is sat. YAY!!!!!!!! i missed 2 episode of samurai X already, i wonder whats happening now...Arhs enuff, stop here 1st, blog again tomolo, wanna kill ppl....

- Time:[ 11:16 p.m.]
- Date:[ Thursday, December 6, 2001]

Well i did it, i completed the new design, took me one whole day, but i did it again. Well this time i named it drunken devil, unlike the last time, its is more urm, cartoonish.
Today, i spent my whole day in my room, i forgot to eat lunch, till my mon came home, she thought i am still having exams, ahahaha she asked me how many more papers, and i said HUH? i am done, D-U-N, done!
Another week till my bday, sigh, going to be 24 soon, i am growing up too fast!!, somebody call time out!, there is so much to do! i wanna do so many stuff!! I wanna jump from a plane!(SKY DIVE) i wanna go Japan, Venice, i wanna ride the longest rollercoaster in the world!!!. Sigh, life, it is so plain if it is left unchallenged.
I am GOING CAMPING NEXT WEEK~~!.. wohoo!!! me, james, jon(vodkalime), and yong(cyser)refer to pictures .we are going tasik bera, some where south east of negeri sembilan, close to the pahang border, its been 8 months since i last go for camping, i just love camping, not nature but togetherness with friends. I had already prepared all my equipments, i can't believe it. Ahaha have to admint i even prepared some of the stuff during my finals. i guess i just can;t wait to get out of here.
I think i have fallen for some one, but i hink its too late for me now, cuz we both prolly won't see each other again, cuz she is going somewhere else, and as for me, i am not going anywhere but just lame around.Why it hurt so much to like someone? sigh it happend to me last time, and it happend to me again. I wonder, they say love is the sweetest thing u will experince in your life, then why is mine so painful? I guess life is just unfair. I loved everone of my ex, but it so hard to love when u your self is so constrained. They say i never showed them loved, what am i suppose to do? rip my heart out? I know sometimes i do things that hurt them, but all i want is some freedom, all my life i have been told what to do, and i just want some room for my self, it that too much to ask for? As i think about it, i should have just go for her, but i had promised my self until i get out of college, i will not go for anyone, and now i am out of college, i really regreted that i din go after her, mebbe its fate. There was a rose,
there was a host,
The rose faded,
and the host jaded,

- Time:[ 12:26 p.m.]
- Date:[ Thursday, December 6, 2001]

Still feel dem empty with the new layout, will be adding more stuff into it soon, as soon as i format my comp!!!!

- Time:[ 02:39 a.m.]
- Date:[ Thursday, December 6, 2001]

The new layout is done, but there is something wrong with the pictures, sometimes u have to open the pictures individually to view the propoer lay out

- Time:[ 02:48 p.m.]
- Date:[ Wednesday, December 5, 2001]

From today onwards am no longer a student. Sigh it has been two long months. Sorry for my dissapearance, i was really bz with life. Anyway i don't have much to say about my life anyway, ahahah. For the past 2 month, dZ over ere wus like checking out Diablo 2, playing some snooker, hang out with people, damn pHarking bZ with my honours project, and my final final final final exam.
Lets get into details now, so be warned, explicit content following.
Well afte my last blog, i was doing all my eight months work by two months. As my project is titled "A research on a framework to develop e-maritime for Application service providing in malaysia". Well i (suppose) have to interview ppl, analyze Mlaysian socialogy, malaysian ports, the e- industry, and so on. Wow, come to think of it... i am kinda high, how the fuck i do all that in 2 months, and preparefor my finals? Everything was a rush, but i did manage to get to finish in on time. Ahah ppl that is interested can check the link Here. It is basically an on-line system to handle shipping information.
But i am pretty satisfy with my work, and really appreciate it, as it really make me sacrifice alot of things in my life, especially football and computer games! Aha i know at 23, i should grow up, but what the fuck? I am one big baby, so what, Fuck u if ya got a problem man. {=oP
So during the course of the project development, i did had some fun to, i started playing diablo 2 right after my submission of my project, that was on the 17th of nov, i played for ONE WHOLE WEEK!!!, and i finish normal, nightmare and now my assasin in in hell mode, she is one major bitch with helluva PMS! See her kick ass with her shadow, she whoop baddies by bunch!
A week of kick ass left me for my VIVA for my honours project. I was so fucking nervous, i swear i have sweat in my ear, my eye lid, and urm, sweat for tomorrow. Try to beat that. For the whole morning i was like, god please, please just let things go smoothly, but i heard in return "You Don't believe in god you idiot". That came came from meow (Malcolm) my best"estestest" friend. We were like spoon and fork, cup and water, and other whole lotsa stuff. Ok so it doesn't make sense what we like, but who cares, the world doesn't make sense in the first place. {=op
Then came the moment of torment, its 3:30 pm on Nov 19, i presented my project, which is done withing 2 months. GOD, did my b**ls shrink. But lucky everything went fine, although i was my usual self, blasting a full load of shit to 3 of the lecturers, and i made it!!!!!!!!WOHOOOoooooOOOOOooooooooooooooo. Right after that me, yong and cc,(classmates) went play LUCKY. ahaha i seldom pay Lucky. Lucky is a game like Americian pool, but i is played on a snoker table. The player are given 5 cards (poker cards) and our aim is to pot in all the number ball which are similiar to the card we have. j=11,q=12,k=13. The ball 14 and 15 is the joker ball. After poting one ball, the player can pot these 2 balls to get extra cash. Did i say cash? oh yeah this is a gambling game. {=o) Well i am too lazy to explain the details. The end i lost 8 bucks, yong lost 7, CC draw, and all the money goes to the rent for the table...ahahah kinda stupid man.
Wow, the blog is getting too long, arhs, i am so sensitive to long arrangement of alphabets now becuz of the projects, and exams. So i will stop here, hopefully next time i come back i will change the layout of the blog...till den, Adio Amigo.